{"id":2049,"date":"2026-05-07T12:33:55","date_gmt":"2026-05-07T17:33:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/?p=2049"},"modified":"2026-05-07T12:39:26","modified_gmt":"2026-05-07T17:39:26","slug":"lunatica","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/2026\/05\/lunatica\/","title":{"rendered":"Lun\u00e1tica"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>They say I inherited the moon<br \/>\nin all the wrong ways\u2014<br \/>\nnot soft, not silver,<br \/>\nnot saintly.<\/p>\n<p>They say I bruise the night<br \/>\njust by speaking.<\/p>\n<p>When I was a girl, they warned me:<br \/>\nno seas <em>lun\u00e1tica<\/em>,<br \/>\nas if the word were a diagnosis,<br \/>\nas if my mother\u2019s mother\u2019s mother<br \/>\nhad not been called the same<br \/>\nfor daring to look skyward<br \/>\nwhen she was told to pray.<\/p>\n<p>My family learned early<br \/>\nto fear anything that glowed in the dark.<br \/>\nWomen especially.<br \/>\nWomen most of all.<\/p>\n<p>A woman with too much light<br \/>\nis a danger,<br \/>\na question,<br \/>\na curse.<\/p>\n<p>I was taught to worship only one mother\u2014<br \/>\nthe pale one nailed to the wall,<br \/>\nthe one who forgives everything<br \/>\nexcept disobedience.<\/p>\n<p>But I felt another mother calling me,<br \/>\na softer voice behind the veil:<\/p>\n<p><em>Killa Mama,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>luna de mis huesos,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>madre plateada<\/em><br \/>\n<em>que conoci\u00f3 mi nombre<\/em><br \/>\n<em>antes de que yo pudiera orarlo.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I know her by the way<br \/>\nmy body ebbs and flows,<br \/>\nhow my moods pull the ocean tight,<br \/>\nhow my rage grows round and full<br \/>\ndespite the shrinking<br \/>\nthey demanded of me.<\/p>\n<p>If madness lives in me,<br \/>\nit is an inheritance<br \/>\nolder than Peru,<br \/>\nolder than Spain,<br \/>\nolder than the silence stitched<br \/>\ninto my mother\u2019s throat.<\/p>\n<p>Call me <em>lun\u00e1tica<\/em>\u2014<br \/>\nI am done pretending it wounds me.<\/p>\n<p>The moon has phases<br \/>\nand so do I.<br \/>\nSome nights I vanish.<br \/>\nSome nights I return<br \/>\nso bright the whole sky<br \/>\ncan\u2019t look away.<\/p>\n<p>They say <em>lun\u00e1ticas<\/em><br \/>\nare dangerous.<br \/>\nThey are right.<\/p>\n<p>A woman who remembers<br \/>\nthe goddess in her<br \/>\ncannot be domesticated.<br \/>\nA woman who answers<br \/>\nKilla Mama\u2019s call<br \/>\ncannot be caged.<\/p>\n<p>This is how I honor<br \/>\nthe women before me\u2014<br \/>\nnot by shrinking,<br \/>\nbut by shining<br \/>\nexactly as we were taught<br \/>\nnot to.<\/p>\n<p>So call me <em>lun\u00e1tica<\/em>,<br \/>\npero escucha bien:<\/p>\n<p>I am the daughter of moonlight,<br \/>\nthe descendant of women<br \/>\ntoo luminous for the world<br \/>\nthat tried to dim them.<\/p>\n<p>I rise anyway.<br \/>\nI glow anyway.<br \/>\nI name myself anyway.<\/p>\n<p><em>Lun\u00e1tica\u2014<\/em><br \/>\n<em>porque la luna<\/em><br \/>\n<em>siempre regresa.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>They say I inherited the moon in all the wrong ways\u2014 not soft, not silver, not saintly. They say I bruise the night just by<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[31],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2049"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2049"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2049\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2050,"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2049\/revisions\/2050"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2049"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2049"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sagebrushreview.org\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2049"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}